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Thursday, November 08, 2007




Im Back People



i know i've not been blogging for very long. Reason, Im lazy and most of my time was in darling's house. And tdy im at home and since i finished wrk early soooo im here. darling woke up early in the morning about 5plus to prepare breakfast for me, bread with tuna in a triangle shape and peeled off bread skin, darling knows i hate eating that. hee..with additional of half-boiled egg and tea. yummy! satisfaction breakfast! darling told mi tis is his first time preparing breakfast for gf. kaka! =) darling had been staying at home for the past few days. as his left leg was swallon for no reason. he woke up and cant walk all of a sudden. -.-" i was at his house slping and was surprised too. but totally fine now after going to sinseh.



And now here comes the bad news . . . . we've quarrelled, -.-" coz of some reasons, well well.. been crying like an ass just now.. i didnt noe what to say. i rather think its not my fault. partly he has a vry strong ego in him. so i cant totally blame him either. ah wee was consoling mi on the phone just now and i was crying like hell.. oh gosh. this is the second time. first time was darling and i quarrelling at crescendo and ah wee saw mi crying. he's the one who gave me tissues to wipe away my tears and of coz he did talked to darling.. and tdy i cried on the phone while talking to him. the reason i will only find ah wee to talk to is because the things he says really makes sense, he knows how people feel... just now on the phone he said something which reali woke mi up. "even if u cry like hell, commit suicide, do something silly or feel so fuck-ed up and heartpain, nobody knows. so why must you cry till like that and make yourself so painful" i was alert after this sentence. i was tinking in my heart. ya true.. why muz i tear so 'CHAM' when nobodys' gonna know it. i stopped crying after awhile and now my eyes turns so puffy... oh god! worst still, im working at 7 morning ltr.. duh~~



*sighs* darling is at guowei house playing mahjong. not gonna meet darling only on fri i guess.


N a t a l i e . 19 . 2:20 AM