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Friday, July 27, 2007




SOMETHING IS BOTHERING ME !



i reali cant get to sleep now.. bcoz im stressed over something? bcoz im worried over something? bcoz im too happy over something? bcoz i had enough sleep tis afternoon? isit ALL E ABOVE? haiz.. my mind is swirling around.. am i too paranoid or something else? im trying to relax my mind to get to bed.. but i cant. i seriously don't know what's in my mind. Relationship problems? My girlfriend's love problems? The people around me or what? well, everyone do have mistakes i guess. just like me.. i don't even know my mistakes until shuling told me about it. but i told myself, better change or else things wouldn't be better. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS! i always remind myself again and again. And it helps! im always very careful of what i've said. after each and every sentence of my conversation i wil think back whether if i've said something rude and put myself in other people's shoes. DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU WANT DONE UNTO YOU!



Well, just heard about one of my girlfriend's love problems. Her boyfriend actually dumped her and had flings outside. she even got beaten up by him just bcoz she went home late that night. they were together for 4 YEARS can u imagine? HAIZ! what the F*** does guys want seriously? You had flings outside and get agitated bcoz your girlfriend went home late. Awhile later you mentioned a break up, awhile later you said you love her so much, awhile later you slept with girls outside, awhile later you threatened her and beat her up again. I simply just looked down on guys who beat their own girlfriends. I HATE THAT FEELING! its really very PAINFUL! if you don't love her than mind you just F*** off and stop being a PEST rite?! haiz.. its really so obvious that he is making use of her. MONEY and SEX is all he need. i told my girlfriend so many times to avoid if possible but she doesn't want to. i cant just throw her alone? she's driving me crazy! i've been cracking my head to think of a solution for the whole day. whatever things i told her she just don't want to listen. F*** SHIT! ARGH! pissed me off.. im trying to save her and yet she's trying to be STUBBORN! how like that?! haiz!!


N a t a l i e . 19 . 4:30 AM