Wednesday, September 09, 2009
HI PEOPLE!
monthssssssssssss! i didnt know my last entry was on jan until i went to see it just today! wow... alright.. new updates! my big day is getting nearer....... 3 more mths.. prepared mayb bout 60%.. not fully yet. photoshoot taken, banquet booked, left with invitation, food tasting, new furnitures, selection of photos for my album. so many things not done yet. trying hard to save money..
my bday is over.... no present from darling yet. but he's getting me a Gucci sunglass. yay! im able to get 50% off on branded sunglasses but its excluding LV of coz. so its not gonna be expensive anyway. haha.. nothing excited, as im getting older year by year, realised my life is getting so homely nowadays. work, home, slp... everyday at home do nothing as well as darling. we can stay at home like 1 whole week... can u imagine that? sometimes just go plaza sit awhile at the pub den go home already.
by the way, our 2 years anniversary was over as well.. many occasions uh! i bought an Armani Exchange shirt for him that cost me XXXX... -.-" in the end i bought myself a skirt from AX as well, and it cost me another XXXX. -.-" so this mth's $$$$$ will be abit tight... booo!
after working for 5mths, today is my 1st time getting mc. oh gosh.... woke up in the morning with blurr image and saw my eyes were swallon. its painful whenever i blink. gonna see a doctor tonight. hopefully i'll recover soooooon..
went over to jb last sun to see our photoshoots... reached jb about 7pm plus..was stuck in jb's custom like crazyyyyyy.... about 1hr plus den we managed to get out of the traffic jams.. went to see our photoshoot, those pictures were really awesome! nice nice nice! hundreds of photos taken.. so difficult to select 60pcs only. 1 album 30pose. so 2 albums 60pose. total we have 3 albums, 2 big 1 small... but the small album is not counted. coz its copied down from one of the big album. and the small one is for 'niang jia'. which is for my family members, not for me.
in the end we gave up throwing away those unwanted pictures, we chosed to let the designer to select and do the touch up for us. but of coz we need to fork out money again, due to extra pictures the boss negotiated with us. if we take alittle bit more, he'll give us all the pictures tat we've taken even though those pictures is not inside the album. 100% return. sales tactics? yeah... but well.. if not because of me liking those photo so much, darling wouldn't have agreed to fork out again. so if u want to exceed the limit of 60pcs, u've gotta pay money! 1 pc photo cost 85RM. sg dollar is about $35. so if u x10 photos, can u imagine how much u have to fork out after that? this is the time when they'll start to aim ur pocket. KEEP OUT! DANGER!
N a t a l i e . 19 . 2:06 PM
Monday, January 05, 2009
Its been EDGES people!!
hi people! im back. its been a long time huh? so sorry as im very busy with outings. anyway, i've just came back from my overseas trip on 23rd Dec 08 together wit my parents, their friends and daughters. total 12of us. we went 3 diferent cities of China like GuangZhou, DongGuan, ShenZhen and den to Hongkong and Macau. total time i've spent is about 10days. Lets talk about China 1st, China is the best country for shopping. better than Thailand 100%. U see... Most of the clothes or rather things are from China am i right? So, Go China And Buy! make sense? They've got their own factory, wholesale shops, belts, tops, earrings, shoes EVERYTHING are so damn bloody cheap. but the only thing is u must be really good in BARGAINING. So far all of the things i bought is just less then 15sg bucks only. example, i bought a very thin belt with crystal on the buckle for only 1dollar in sg bucks. soo i bought about 6 different colours. its so cheap so why waste? haha.. secondly, i've bought a disney mobile in China too. 100bucks in sg dollars. this mobile have all functions like mp3, mp4, camera, touchscreen, keypad, hands-free speaker, dual simcard plus 2 batteries, memory card, ear piece and charger. this phone has everything. So thats for China.
Next Hongkong, im sure alot of ppl had been to Hongkong, so i just roughly glance through it. Hongkong is a best place for late night shopping, supper and entertainment. their shops closed at about 2plus in the night. Everyday u could see crowds everywhere even during midnight. The clothes there are rather cheap, cheaper than Singapore of coz but cannot be compared to China. Coz some of their things are also from China. The food in Hongkong...........Thumbs up! u can just go any of the stalls and dont have to choose coz it taste good 100%.
Last but not least, Macau. ok.... Macau is a very small country that need about 20 Macaus to form 1 Singapore. So its just like Ang Mo Kio to Toa Payoh. They've got nothing there. Not much scenery but Lots of Casino and Hotels everywhere. They're famous in Casino and Signboards like colourful running lights on every building, large and grand casinos. ITs really HUGE! will upload the pictures when im free i mean for the running lights. unable to show u guys the inside of the Casino coz we're not allowed to and cameras everywhere! As for Macau, nothing there is cheap. 1 bubble milk tea cost me about 6bucks in sg dollars. 1 pig's trotter with rice cost me 11bucks in sg dollars. my god. really damn expensive. tried my best to win back my money in Casino, but i lost! -.-" not much.. mayb only about 80 to 90sg dollars. I did nothing in Macau for 3 days. just betting only. Get to explore different Casino places everyday. 1 of the most Famous casino would be Venetian. this Casino is really HUGE! its a building that have shoppings but all branded, food court and 2 different hotel rooms and suites in 1 building. 1 of the hotel is Four Seasons the other one i forgot already. Not only the casino is huge, the building there is rather huge and complicated too. i was lost in the shopping mall and couldn't find the entrance where we first came in. haha! lucky thing was im not the only one, i was with 2 of my mum's fren. we've got 6pairs of eyes, 3 different brains but we still get lost inside and had to ask ppl where the entrance is. haha!
Now lets talk about Xmas eve, darling bought me a Tiffany and Co necklace for Xmas gift. but i bought nothing for him. ahem! we didnt go far to celebrate. went Amk hub Scarlet City to celebrate our Xmas eve together with the same gang like Zhongli and his wife, Ting Rong, Ah Teng and his wife, Jonathan came down at the very last min. Didn't go far coz Ting Rong's wife Tracy had to Sing and perform in Scarlet every Wednesday. So we went down to support her. Scarlet City is like last time's Hougang Mall Celebration. So the crowd there is more like uncle and aunties. Its quite fun afterall. With all the Getai singers like Tracy and her sister Teresa, Haohao is a guy for wears dresses to perform, who sings One Night In Beijing perfectly, he can sing both female and male voices really good and he's always performing 2different person. Is either male of female. ENVY! Below are some of the pictures on Xmas eve.
Tiffany And Co Necklace from Darling

Levon and Me

Tracy and Ah Teng's Wife Sheena

Sheena And Me pic 1

Sheena And Me pic 2

Sheena And Me pic 3

Tracy and Me -Camera flash too near too bright-

Ah Teng And Me

Darling And Me pic 1 -Flashlight too strong cant open eyes prop-

Darling And Me pic 2

Darling And Me pic 3 -Sheena spraying the Snowy foam-

Darling And Me pic 4

Darling And Me pic 5 -not ready-

TingRong,Ah Teng,Darling,ZhongLi

Tracy,Levon,Me,Sheena pic 1

Pic 2

Pic 3

Tracy,Levon and Me -387 members-

Whoa... such a long entry. Next, New Year Eve Celebration? We were at Crescendo. Lao Di Fang. I think Lao Di Fang is still the best, coz we noe everyone there, so watever u wana do u wun feel embarrassed or watsoever. feel free to roam about. I've got spray by stupid Pui Di, the one from 805 western food. nabei... luckily i was quick and ran away if not my whole hair will be full of foam. about 5mins before counting down, levon, xiaomei, xuefeng and i went outside for cigarette session. we didnt want to get involve with the spray spray thing. in the end im the only one who got the shit. haha. suay! ok..... thats all for today... will continue the next topic tmr about darling's bday on the 3rd of Jan. Those who watched little nonya dun forget today is the last episode and will be starting at 8pm! DONT FORGET! seeeeeyaaaa guys!
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Friday, October 17, 2008
Fun Trip In Europe
was back on the 30th Sept from my Europe trip with mum. Great and enjoyable trip! took really lots of pictures. but im kind of lazy to upload. For some photos u may look into my friendster. Brandeds there are real CHEAP! it depends on what items you buy. And of coz the more expensive it is, the more tax rebate u'll have. bought one LV for darling and a Gucci bag for myself. My gucci bag was from the Fashion show and i've got the last piece. A lady there wanted to buy my bag but luckily i was like one step earlier than her! I told her IM BUYING IT AND ITS THE LAST PIECE. but she insisted of wanting this bag and asked her sales assistant to pack for her. but my sales assistat told them there is no more stock and i got it first. fwhoo! Nearly got snapped by her. The bag Cost about 900sg dollars. total tax rebate, i bought for only 700sg dollars. And im sure Sg sells this bag for 1k over dollars not the same design but for glossy material. coz its the latest designs. Preferred to buy it frm overseas as the designs they have sg doesn't have it. so it wun be so common like everyone is holding it. now im freaking broke. no job nothing! but slacking everyday.
Next, darling and I will be getting engage next year, both of our parents agreed. maybe around September. hey guys! not bcoz im PREGNANT alright!! Is just our topic. we discussed about it and we would like to settle down. Will arrange soon. Still considering to get ROM first, wedding dinner later or do it one time straight together.
By the age of 23 i would want to have a baby as I really love kids alot. plus i've been influenced by the ppl around me. They are all married with kids. And their kids are really sooo adorable! im loving it!
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Saturday, August 09, 2008
1 Year Anniversary
Finally, today is me and darling's 1 year anniversary. darling bought mi 3 sunflowers and 3 piglets tied together in a bouquet. He purposely went to find 3 lil piglets and asked the florist to tie it together. Was very surprised as darling is e kind that duno how to give surprises. heee.... this is his first time buying flowers for gf. kakaka! im so proud of it. i gave him a mug with me and his name together with our photo printed on the mug. thats all. Just a simple anniversary. =P
Happy National Day to everyone. Another headache today. HEAVY TRAFFIC everywhere esp town! gosh.... might be heading to Vivo for a movie with darling, zhongli and his wife and den to sentosa.
Next i'll be looking forward to my 21st birthday. -.-" I'll be celebrating on the 30th Aug instead of 31st. Coz 30th will be on Saturday and everyone is not working e next day. so no excuses of going off early. hiakhiak! My bro's gf has already arrange a piglet cake for me. all thanks to her. cant imagine how's e cake look like. Aftr my birthday i'll be leaving to paris on the 16th Sept confirmeD!!!!! E tickets is with me already. hohoho!!!!! So many programs..... im loving it!
Alright i'll stop here.... need to get ready for outing.
N a t a l i e . 19 . 4:15 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
WAITING AND WAITING
first of all, i've passed my driving test last wed. was damn bloody nervous.. i've nvr hit the pole before when i was doing my practise. i swear! but duno y so unlucky. i strike the damn pole down during test. haha.. but luckily my tester was a nice guy. had some conversation with my tester and he passed mi aftr that. =P
btw, my trip to paris will be postponed as my mum has got work to do, so i've got to wait again. damit! i cant wait anymore!!! duhhhhhhhh! have got lots of photos to upload.. grrr.................. im so bored now... waiting for darling to knock off. waiting and waiting and waiting ................................... ...................................................................................................................................................
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N a t a l i e . 19 . 4:40 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS!!
this year 2008, hmm..... good year for me. guess what?? i'll be going to Paris next month on the 15th.. yeahs!!! my mum's fren actually won this lucky draw thingy and have 2 tickets to paris for free. he doesnt wan it so gave it to us... we'll be stopping over to thailand for few hours to get our paris tickets den continue our flight at night. just only me and my mum. hiakhiak! im going to sweep those branded goods there. so bloody cheap oks!!! mayb bout 200 to 300 cheaper den singapore. omg! how can i not sweep the goods there? -.-" helping Ms tracy to buy LV wallet for her mum's bday and ms mabel to buy duno wat bag still waiting for the model number. if im not wrong each person can contain only four branded goods from overseas. that's little. hmm..
going to Paris for 10days, den........ end of aug i 'll be leaving for Japan and Shanghai.. whoooo... this time is me, my parents and the same group of frens, previously was with us to Vietnam. gonna be a fun trip again. after coming back from all these trip, i'll be going to thailand!!!!! and hey! this time is with darling and frens. total 3 married couples and 1 not married couple that is me and darling. hahas! alright....... my tp is coming very soon........ excited!!!! hopefully i'll pass!
N a t a l i e . 19 . 9:05 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Its Me Again
im back from the Vietnam trip! not really a successfull one. i was sick at the very first day of my trip. it started early in the morning when i was about to leave Singapore. a very bad sorethroat, fever and headache. its been like this for the next few days. i managed to recover only on the last day of my trip. thats bad ok. took many many pictures and its killing me under the hot sun. i managed to tolerate the whole entire day anyway. Vietnam is a country like Thailand. very kampong style with lotsa lotsa lotsa motorbikes. drive and ride like nobody business. no lane discipline at all. even if its a zebra crossing, they dun even bother whether u're crossing anot but just drive through it, easy bargain, cheap cheap stuffs, nice massage but lotsa pick pockets and tiko pek!
was soo happy when i touched down to Singapore ytd evening. the first person that i wanted to see is my darling. oh my.. so in love. -.-" was at darling's house the whole night. kept torturing me like nobody business. its like i owed him for the past few days coz i was not around. we did not to go out at all!! not even plaza.. good good! had a big big dinner with darling and his parents den chat awhile and off to bed. what a tiring day!!!
N a t a l i e . 19 . 3:20 PM
Friday, June 06, 2008
JOBLESS
hi ladies and gentleman, im back to blog again. just a quick update! it been almost a month i've not update any blog entry. first of all, i've resigned from my job will consider to find other jobs but not the type of 3 rotating shifts again. enough ehs? had sent my resume to quite a number of companies so hopefully i get an answer soon.
tmr i'll be leaving to Vietnam for holiday. yays! family trip but unfortunately darling is not going. my flight is at 7am. finally i can shop for cheap stuffs again. kakaka! okiesss... will update again.
N a t a l i e . 19 . 5:20 PM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
IM BACK IM BACK!!!
alright.. finally im back here to blog. the reason that i've stopped is becoz i have no time at all.. well, i have a little time but kind of lazy to switch on my com and i've been very busy with work and den back to darling's house plus shifting and unpacking my things to my new house. its been really really tired. lot of things to update but i'll just talk about wats happening soon only. firstly, i've resigned. =P my last day would be end of May. Secondly, i'll be going to Vietnam on 6th June for about 4 to 5 days together with my family. too bad darling is not going with mi. Third, me and darling decided to go Thailand on October together with the usual married couples and many more friends. im sure its a fun trip over. Still waiting for Zhongli's wife to give birth on july, tracy to finish singing on stage during Chinese 7th month than off we go... Fourth, me and darling is still going on well. just minor quarrells. hee... ok end of topic. bye ladies and gentleman! cya again..

Me and April just after we're leaving the office after work.


Views from my new home. Nice nice!
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Thursday, March 13, 2008
NO MORE HOLIDAYs
im gonna start work tmr. no more resting for mi as i've been mc for 3months. heeee.. lots of pictures to upload. starting from the day i went for manicure, prepared for bride's maid etc. will upload if i've got the time. anw i can blog anytime i like as darling bought a new laptop on tues. kekes.. working at 7am tmr. will be staying at darling's hse den in the morning he will drive mi to work den he'll proceed to his workplace.
gotta prepare now...... its been raining and raining everyday, rain rain go away!!!
N a t a l i e . 19 . 6:40 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
THE BRIDE's MAID on 9th MARCH

this is tianming & jennifer's baby girl jervelle and me! she's soooo cute rite~!!!
fwhoo!!! been very bz helping to do zhongli and levon's presentation for their wedding. was back from darling's house at 7plus in the morning. switched on my computer and i started doing the presentation till now. boooo! its been for weeks and i've not finish it. haha! left with some animations not done. next i've to plan how to torture those brothers when picking up the bride. i'll be levon's bride maid by then... tsk tsk! cant wait to torture those pigs and dogs! haha..last but not least BIG ANG PAO!
woke up very early ytd. at about 12plus in the afternoon. it is considered very early for mi and darling. coz normally we'd sleep til late evening. acc darling to plaza for his hair cut. coz he'll be the groom's best man on that day! =P rushed to IMM building together with zhongli and his future wife levon, ting rong and his wife tracy, tian ming, his wife jennifer and their 5mths old baby girl jervelle, darling, mi and xiaoqiang. noticed all are married? accept mi darling and xiaoqiang. haha! fuck it! went over to IMM building as zhongli and his wife need to measure their wedding gown and coat again in case they get fat and cant fit into it during their wedding day. while darling choose his coat and i choose my own bride's maid dress. aftr that headed to upper serangoon for porridge than . . . . crescendo! haha! as usual.. =P
N a t a l i e . 19 . 11:17 AM
Monday, February 18, 2008
PARDON ME!
just came back frm darling's house. everyday he would send me home before going to work. so far we did nothing on V'day as darling got some other things to do. he wanted to give mi a very big surprise by buying gucci wallet for me secretly and put it in my bag. so he lied to mi saying one of the stall owner wrote the cheque wrongly so he needs to head down to collect another new cheque. but . . . he was actually on his way down to paragon to buy my v'day gift. sooo darling's plan failed. haha! he didn't know ladies's gucci wallet hv so many different kinds of design. so he got no choice but to bring mi along when he's off. went to have a simple dinner and off home as darling need to count some money thingy.
Yesterday, darling brought mi to paragon to choose my v'day wallet. bought my gucci wallet with a 'G' buckle at the front. i simply like it so much so much. wallet cost is about 650bucks. not very new nor very old design.. saw some latest design but its totally ugly. all new wallet comes with the ribbon thingy at the front. -.-" saw gucci's new peach colour. very sweet and nice. =P keeks keeks. headed down to 805 for dinner aftr paragon ytd, slack awhile at the pub and went home.

Our V'day gift. darling's wallet on the left. he didnt know i bought him this until he came to pick mi up on that day. Co-incidence case was he wanted to buy mi a gucci wallet as a V'day gift as well. =)
And right side was my v'day gift frm darling. love lots*
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Day One of CNY. mi and my 92years old grandmother. LOVES**
N a t a l i e . 19 . 7:40 AM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
GAMBLING IS BAD
tis year's new year was pretty fine. the fifth day of CNY went to crescendo boss's house. wat i did was only gamble. went early in the afternoon played 'ban lak' again. gave 2 bucks from the start den 4 bucks .. den 10 bucks max. won about 30 bucks plus and lost in e end. but won back 10bucks. -.-" darling came to pick mi up aftr his wrk. acc him home to bathe and get change. headed to boss's house for gamble again. tis time is together with darling. gambled 'XI KI PIT'. 50bucks per round. wanted to bet only 20bucks. but everyone there was betting high amount. 100bucks to 1k each round. so i got no choice but to bet big amount. lost quite alot so i proceed to 100bucks each round. won back 50bucks. haha! tis boss was so damn bloody kind. he gave each of us 200bucks. total 13 players. so we continue gambling. lost back to zero but won 300bucks in total for last few rounds. darling was even better den mi. he took all the banker's cash. can u imagine in total he won 1k plus. omfg! lucky him. coz im able to share his money as well. keekee!
today is Valentines' day! whoohoo! made my own photo album for him. i like it so much. coz its too nice already. haha! waiting for darling to finish his wrk. and wats e plan nxt i duno. would be simple i guess! =P who cares.. as long as he dun choose tis day to quarrel wit mi can already. haha. =)
N a t a l i e . 19 . 12:30 PM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
HAPPY 6th Months Anniversary
day 1 CNY, went to grandmother house-father's side, den to step father's relatives side. ah seng's house for mahjong aftr that. ah fee's gf yishan and me got nothing to do. can u imaging we sat there looking at each other? -.-" didint noe what to do. so yishan decided to drive ah fee's car out. we went to pick ah wee up as well den headed to river ang pao. they hv tis artist specialised in drawing ppl faces. we spent nth so decided to spend on that drawing. 1 person 20bucks, colour 15bucks but was charged only 10bucks, plus plastic cover to protect the drawing another 10. total 40bucks! went to geylang for frog porridge den headed back to ah seng's hse.
day 2, accompanied darling to relatives house. darling's mummy has 6sisters and 3brothers. -.-" each day they'll rotate to each other houses for visiting. headed back to darling's house as they're coming over as well. invited zhongli and his wife tingting. 4 of us gambled 'ban lak'. both girls won both guys lose esp zhongli. he lost almost 60bucks. LOL. zhenghui and his gf charlene joined us aftr that. my money went to them in the end. darling won back his money. only zhongli and i left nothing. faarrkkk!!! pui pui pui! all of us headed to river ang pao aftr that. brought darling over for couple drawing. tried another stall but not the previous one. darling face doesnt look alike in the drawing, was very angry of coz! they stated NO PAYMENT! IF THE DRAWING DOES NOT LOOK LIKE YOU! i argued with the artist that the drawing doesnt look like darling at all. he replied asking mi to sit his chair and look at the angle. i was so fed up but darling didnt want mi to quarrel with that china man. paid 45bucks and walked off. went to look for the artist where yishan and i draw previously. guess what? and again darling doesnt look like the drawing at all. was thinking isit really sooo difficult to draw darling's face? -.-" tat night really wasnt my day. paid another 40bucks and left. darling insist of paying both drawling but i didnt want to. coz its a NEED for mi to spend when im on anger. fwhoo! so so angry.
day 3 ytd, accompanied darling to his another relatives house for bbq. headed to cafe del ma aftr that together with zhongli his wife, ting long and his wife tracy. ytd was our 6mths anniversary. did nothing coz darling aint romantic at all. everyone knows that. haha.but yes indeed. he's nt romantic but u know what? we quarrelled at the end. -.-" BIG QUARRELs! F*** alwys like that. showed temper blah blah. but after awhile he's ok. just need to be patient with him let him cool down and 'hong' him. im used to it already. -__-


Me and Tracy at crescendo taken ytd


Left: Me Tracy and Tingting taken ytd as well at cafe del ma.




taken at crescendo on 30th Jan, sufang celebrating her actual bday for 31st jan.
N a t a l i e . 19 . 1:10 PM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
BONUS SALARY
went to church on last sun together ah wee and his two frens. i've cried during worshiping but afterall i feel good. last week services was all about ENDURE. it was a perfect preaching to me. went to darling's house after the service. darling and i den headed down to bugis for CNY shopping together with zhongli and his wife as well. i've bought most of my CNY clothings before hand accept darling as he got to wrk everyday and off only on sun. darling bought nothing much. just 2 shirts and 1 jean only. might be rushing for last day shopping today after darling finishes his wrk. hopefully he can knock off early. at night we den headed down to plaza. asked darling to help mi bank in my cash into my account as i'd withdraw too much by mistake. told darling i left about 500plus in my acc only. but darling showed mi the receipt and i've got more den double! i received 1 mth pay of my bonus salary. wow!!! sooooo happy! frm tis moment i can start saving. keekee!
last 2 weeks i went for dental appointment, dentist tested my upper two front teeth. but there were no respond. dentist decided to transfer mi to a specialist for surgery to take out my nerves and implant new teeth for the next appoinment. but ytd when i went for e nxt appointment, specialist tested my teeth again, guess what? responds passed! i can feel the coldness when they put something on my two teeth. i was so happy that i dun need to do any implant. phew! this is really a good news for me. coz im still young, i dunwan to do any implant at tis age!
alright........ shall blog again when i got the time. =P
N a t a l i e . 19 . 4:15 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
MacDonald Breakfast
im feeling damn full now.. just had my sausage mcmuffin meal together with darling downstairs my house. was on e way sending mi home. and since tdy is sat, he will only start his meeting at 8.30. so we had our breakfast before he needs to head down to his workplace. aftr eating tat meal, i had stomach prob. damit! rushed to the toilet once i stepped into my house. -.-" i feel much better now. god blesssss!
received a bad news early in e morning. darling told mi tracy's dad hv just passed away ytd. so we'll b going to e wake ltr.. i can imagine how stress she is now. *sigh*
as for ytd, i did not go anywhere. very slacky day. was planning to meet shuling, but because of my lump in my throat, i've got to rush here and there. so decided to cancel all e plans and proceed my doctor visit. xiaozhen came to my house, slacked till 7plus and xingyu came to pick us up. proceed to e clinic and guess wat? the clinic was CLOSED! -.-" we've got no choice but to park e car outside crescendo and headed to hougang mall KFC for dinner. after that proceed to darling's house. and as for the other two ladies, they went cafe del ma with husband and frens.
tis is how i spend my life everyday. meet the two ladies once every 1 week or 2 weeks. catch a movie or shopping with darling . and the rest my day is darling, plaza, darling, plaza. only tmr's sun is special. i'll be going to CHURCH! whoohooo! finally..... meeting ah wee, ah pua and charlene for church tmr. city harvest im coming back!! =P aftr i've baptist, i noticed i haven been going to church almost 2 years. gosh! i cant carry on anymore.
okies, i tink i need to sleep now.. kept yawning away. will blog again next time. bye lovesss
N a t a l i e . 19 . 8:10 AM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
CANT WAIT TO MOVE
my new house is ready! we've got e keys but . . . . need to do some renovation and design. most prob we're ready to move in during e end of feb. so by then i'll be shifting back to toa payoh again. i simply just love toa payoh so much.. its so convenient. and there's so many buses for me to go anywhere and i dun have to take taxi ALWAYS! everything in Singapore increase. ERP, Taxi Fare. -.-" terrible! guess what? the new building that we had its just opposite toa payoh central. my previous old blk in toa payoh is soon to be enblock and demolish. now we hv a 40 storey tall building. newly build up only for those ppl whose houses is going to be enblock. we've waited for tis building almost 3yrs i guess. and finally its done.
very bz with all the designing plus chinese new year is coming. lot of things to do. grrrrRrrR.. next thing is. . . i duno y there is a lump growing inside my neck. just beside my throat. its painful. i went to e nearby Raffles medical group in toa payoh. the doctor dun even know what causes its lump. because i've no sore-throat, i've no cough, i've no flu. just nothing but e lump inside there. he'd transfer mi to Raffles hospital for an Ultra scan. but again . . i cant go for e scan without my company's approval. -.-" so tmr i need to waste my time going down to Mandarin Oriental just to pass the doctor's letter and ask them to approve. AND DEN . . i've to wait for the Raffles Medical Group to call mi for the appointment. wtf.. so troublesome can? duh~!
ok.. so now i need to get ready to meet darling, he's picking mi up to his hse. daily routine and is also our fixed routine. =) tdy is my 2nd day of menses.. stomach still cramping away. im freaking hell of pain everywhere. -.-" Throat, Leg, Stomach. Today's mood , VERY BAD! FAILED!
N a t a l i e . 19 . 7:20 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Lack of time


Top: The birthday cake tat i baked for darling
Bottom: Darling took a pen and wrote tis on my right thigh all of a sudden on his bday. so sweet.. its rare for him to do this. =)
wow.. its already the year of 2008. ok im abit slow.. coz i've not blog since after the last day of 2007. =P was at darling's house most of the time.. went out only on the 2nd of jan. which is darling celebrating his 25th bday for the 3rd of jan. did not buy anything for him. but i specially baked a bday cake for him. everyone say its nice. spend quite alot of time on it. tis cake is actually chocolate sponge cake with lots of fruts at the top and nuts by the side. darling was very happy of coz.. haha! it is my 1st time baking a cake for boyfriend. i was so anxious at that time. i tot the bday cake was awful. but it came out to be a positive answer. im glad. =P
but during the half way celebration someone just pissed mi off.. it was some kind of thick skin bitch which everyone hates to see. no one even invite her down to the party but tis bitch insist of calling and pester my bf saying that they noe each other for so long, every year will invite her but tis year did not tis and tat. full of rots and craps. tis lady and darling indeed know each other for very long i agree, but i never even farking talk to her before only see her once in a while. so how e hell i know what kind of person she is rite? what i could see is a bitch who doesn't know how to stay away from guys without hooking or holding ppl's bf infront of their gfs. everyone just hate seeing her. i was so pissed off till i gave her a good fuck face. she knew it and even told my bf and other ppl about it. well who cares. not bcoz i got my bf to lean on, its bcoz she herself deserve tis fuck face. she did apologised to me after sometime but come on' its so PLASTIC! she tinks that saying sorry will ease the anger and even treat it as nothing had happened. and guess what? even ask mi to take photos with her? PUKE! i REJECTED of coz! she saw mi taking pictures with other ladies and tried acting cute and poor thing by saying y i did not take pictures with her and i ignored her. waste my time talking to someone who doesn't fit to be a FRIEND. nt going to talk about it anymore. my blood vessels are going to burst!
alright, lets talk about my injury. my ankle is still as swallon as it was but it gets better only after i went to the chinese physician. the doctor suggested not to massage my leg as my bone has been fractured before. he's afraid that my bone will run out of place. sooooo he suggested accupuncture. which is my 1st time having that kind of needles poking into my feet feeling. its rather painful for the first time. maybe bcoz im nervous. my 1st session was only 4 needles. but last week i went for the 2nd time. he gave mi 9 needles poking in everywhere. what i could say it is actually not as painful as for the first time.
been very busy for doctor's appointment everyweek and den.. im still on MC till the 14th of jan. by den i need to go for my appointment again and see if the doctor will issue another MC again. most probably they will coz my feet is still unable to bend downwards. it causes pain whenever i tried to bend. the swell and blood clots still there, not fully recover. -.-" sigh!
well well.. next is my dental appointment. last week i went for the 2nd time appointment. bad news was my teeth is still shakey, not stable yet. soo i've got to put the wire for another 2weeks again. the dentist told mi if my two front teeth is dead, they will remove both of them and implant a new one. sounds scary and funny. scary its bcoz i thought of the pain. funny is bcoz i'll be boh-gay by then!!!! dotss... ok, what i could do now is to pray for the luck. thats all.. nothing i can help. =)
N a t a l i e . 19 . 11:30 PM
Monday, December 31, 2007
APPOINTMENT ONE
went to Tan Tock Seng for my appointment tdy. slept at darling's house last night. my appointment suppose to be at 10.35 in e morning but guess what? E alarm clock rang but darling went to switch it off and went back to slp. sooooo we ended waking up at 10.15am!!! gosh.. i was shocked and quickly wake darling up as well. tried calling TTSH to let them know we're gonna be late.
E doctor cut away my cast. went for another X-Ray. and....... CONGRATULATIONS!!! my freaking cast is out! im free to move about. my leg was rather dislocated but decided to go SINSEH and heal my damn leg. another good news is im able to go Ah Teng's Wedding tmr.. yeapy!!! cant wait to see shuling, xingyu and xiaozhen! =P
Now i've got a problem of what to wear tmr.. most likely i'll be wearing simple. just a normal dress. aint formal.. kind of no form to dress up as im still not able to walk properly. wait till only i've got e full strength den i'll dress up..my left leg kind of no strength and feels rather soft.. reason is because i've been using crutches for 10days!!! i've been trying to walk here and there after my appointmet to allow my leg to be normal so that i can attend e wedding tmr. kaka!
darling wun be coming to stay overnight tdy as he needs to wake up early tmr to help out Ah Teng and brothers to pick up e bride.. -.-" soo im only able to see him during dinner.. =)))
right now im going to take a nap.. nothing else i can do already.. goodbye!
To all my frens, thank you for all e care and concern plus e visiting. really appreciate it. im able to walk like a free bird already. =)
N a t a l i e . 19 . 4:00 PM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
UNFORGETABLE ACCIDENT
1st time in my life met such a major accident. not just bruises or small cuts. but crutches and so on.. u get what i mean? sigh** darling, zhenghui and i met an accident on e 21st Dec.
darling was driving..
we met an unlucky driver who doesnt obey the safety rules.
tis farking Mercedes driver DRINK AND DRIVE.
Hit into us
we've got hurt and was flooded and leaking wit blood.
my whole mouth hit onto e dashboard
upper two front teeth went inward and moved downwards.
it became very shakey.
passer-by came to rescue me and put mi laying on the curbside
im unable to walk as my left leg has been hit as well coz of e stong impact
ambulance came and was sent to the hospital.
doctor cast my left leg.
hafta use crutches to walk.
went to e dentist e next morning as my mouth was swallon badly
and i need to adjust my upper two front teeth
dentist didnt pull off my two teeth
they managed to fix it back for mi. =)
they put wire at e upper part of my teeth
two weeks ltr shud b able to remove.
next is up to me if i wana put braces anot
if im still not satisfy with it.
my parents went bangkok on mon
xingyu and xiaozhen came to visit mi on X'mas eve. =)
mabel and lebon came ytd.
darling stayed over at my house since mon to take care of me.
and as well as my bro and his gf. i feel loved. =P
right now im unable to work
not sure how long would it take.
but im sure it would be for quite some time. *sighs*
Btw, know something? i've bought my COACH SLING BAG!! Yay!!!!
finally....! im loving it.. =)
N a t a l i e . 19 . 8:00 PM
Friday, November 23, 2007
Simple and Short!
im sooo happy! =) Darling bought mi a big big piglet at AMK HUB mini toons.. not as big as the one i had at home but still consider big or rather medium size baby piglet. Actual price was 59.90 but now 50 percent discount which means we bought it at just 29.90. SO WORTH IT RITE!!! those people who loves winnie and frens go and buy it! Its really worth. total i have two medium baby piglets with different looks. -.-" i duno how to explain but i'll take a picture of it coz i'd placed e piglet at darling's house. just came back frm wrk not long and now i need to take a shower and off to darling's house. will update again.. see yaa!
N a t a l i e . 19 . 8:35 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
Nice Fri, Sat, and Sun!! Buzzing around~
HEeeeey!!!! im back! had juz finished my 2 days off on friday and saturday. darling is soooo nice. he accompanied mi to ORCHARD!! CAN YOU IMAGINE?! haha! i finally able to drag him down to orchard. its been a long long time. since i get to know him till now.. its only our 1st time going to orchard. my god! i'd pester him long time ago but he doesn't wana go. met up with zheng hui and his gf. four of us went for shopping and later on zhongli and his gf came down. im supposed to be the one shopping. in the end, nothing caught my eyes and im empty handed. bought only a vintage belt that was from darling. E rest of the stuffs was all DARLINGS'! grrr.. he bought so so so many things for himself can! wanted to go BEBE. buttttttttt.. NO TIME! -.-" shop closed. wat the hell. shopped the whole day at far east plaza. haa! cant be blame ok. by the time we reached there is already quite late. had our dinner in lucky plaza's pizza hut and we proceed to cineleisure. Wanted to catch a movie but all are either fully booked or left with the 1st row. In the end all of us ended up in Thai Disco together with darling's bro, guowei and weide as well.
Saturday, was with darling again. =) had been staying with him for the past few days almost a week i guess. but i left him awhile on saturday because michelle is celebrating her birthday at east coast chalet. had some argument with darling coz of the chalet thingy. but after that i rushed back to meet darling again. was at crescendo till 1am plus. at that time darling was still angry with me, aftr awhile he's fine. after that we headed to Rumours which was named Este bar previously. together with darling's bro and the usual ppl, oh nt forgetting rongcheng and his wife. i was freaking drunk that night. was playing five ten, directions and 'hei bai pei' with zheng hui's gf. oh F*** man! not only that. darling gave mi a glass of martell which was freaking thick. i was abit gone after that. very high and blurr already. darling decided to go off early cause im already in 'that state'. and luckily we went off early. =) know why? total bottles they ordered was 2 bottles of 'dua pao' plus 2-3 chivas. heard that everyone was quite drunk after that. haha!! im the earliest one to get drunk but not the only one! hiakhiak!!
Sunday, went to catch the movie SAW IV -R21-. total we have 6 ppl. zhongli and his gf, mi and darling, zhenghui and darling's bro. tis movie stated R21 but not wat u expected to be naked, sex tis and that. tis movie was only being disgusting. all about smashing head, operating the body parts and head where u can see all the lungs brains blood splashing. blah blah.. puke! darling and i was eating half-way and the movie spoiled our appetite. -.-" squeezed everything into my mouth and quickly swallow it. this movie was rather exciting but no meaning. haha... zhongli and his gf slept till the end of the movie.. oh dearr!
alright.. im going to bed now.. working night shift frm mon till wed! -.-" ASEAN SUMMIT IS COMING!!!!! happy working to me!
N a t a l i e . 19 . 3:44 AM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Im Back People
i know i've not been blogging for very long. Reason, Im lazy and most of my time was in darling's house. And tdy im at home and since i finished wrk early soooo im here. darling woke up early in the morning about 5plus to prepare breakfast for me, bread with tuna in a triangle shape and peeled off bread skin, darling knows i hate eating that. hee..with additional of half-boiled egg and tea. yummy! satisfaction breakfast! darling told mi tis is his first time preparing breakfast for gf. kaka! =) darling had been staying at home for the past few days. as his left leg was swallon for no reason. he woke up and cant walk all of a sudden. -.-" i was at his house slping and was surprised too. but totally fine now after going to sinseh.
And now here comes the bad news . . . . we've quarrelled, -.-" coz of some reasons, well well.. been crying like an ass just now.. i didnt noe what to say. i rather think its not my fault. partly he has a vry strong ego in him. so i cant totally blame him either. ah wee was consoling mi on the phone just now and i was crying like hell.. oh gosh. this is the second time. first time was darling and i quarrelling at crescendo and ah wee saw mi crying. he's the one who gave me tissues to wipe away my tears and of coz he did talked to darling.. and tdy i cried on the phone while talking to him. the reason i will only find ah wee to talk to is because the things he says really makes sense, he knows how people feel... just now on the phone he said something which reali woke mi up. "even if u cry like hell, commit suicide, do something silly or feel so fuck-ed up and heartpain, nobody knows. so why must you cry till like that and make yourself so painful" i was alert after this sentence. i was tinking in my heart. ya true.. why muz i tear so 'CHAM' when nobodys' gonna know it. i stopped crying after awhile and now my eyes turns so puffy... oh god! worst still, im working at 7 morning ltr.. duh~~
*sighs* darling is at guowei house playing mahjong. not gonna meet darling only on fri i guess.
N a t a l i e . 19 . 2:20 AM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
HERE I COME!!!!
juz came back from work... =) been very busy with work and meeting darling everyday.. we're now like a superglue.. -.-" everyday after work i've never fail to meet him.. haha..
was off ytd.. went to joycelyn's wedding with darling.. and FINALLY! they're MARRIED after their ROM since last year or last 2 years? hmm.. so happy for them.. The dinner was held at Singapore Expo Ballroom.. quite alot of tables.. Their photo-shooting is sooo Sooo nice can! and guess what? it costs them 9k to take those pictures. duhhh!!! haven been meeting joycelyn for a long time and she's still the same.. forever 38. haha! her gown was really gorgeous! MY GOD!!!
went to crescendo after the wedding.. darling wasn't in a good mood as some things had happened. nothing regarding about mi.. so i just kept quiet and did not really want to disturb him the whole day.
working at 6pm tmr.. WHAT A SHIFT RITE? 6pm to 2am!!! duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! puke! whatever.. i've got no choice but to accept it. darling is playing mahjong at his home now with his brother. mum and weide.. they've been like this recently.. suddenly crave so much for mahjong! going to darling's house later.. =) gotta bathe now.. will update again if i've got the time. cheers!
N a t a l i e . 19 . 1:50 AM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
13 HOURS OF WORK
my previous blog was 16 hours of work... and today would be 13 hours.. yes! exactly today. just got home from work.. since 7 in the morning. this is no OT included. they want to try out the new system which is 1 week 2 days off but working hours would be like hell..
today is mooncake festival.. as well as our renaming our hotel. previously was The Oriental Singapore. now its The Mandarin Oriental Singapore. basically we were not called the mandarin because it has taken by other company but not for now. exactly 7.08pm the lion dance started. our company actually asked someone to come over to the hotel for 'feng shui'. that is why they started the opening celebration at that time. all the in-house guest get the chance to celebrate with us. complementary cocktail in the ballroom. strictly only for guest. all us the oriental staff gotta work.. so many ppl standing outside the main entrance of the hotel. the picture is like the hotel was caught in fire.. haha! crowded like ants.
Next we changed all of the stationery to The Mandarin Oriental as well as our oriental staffs pictures like 'grooming standards', 'fans of oriental and many other photos. 3 of my face was in one photo frame which is the grooming standards. my front view and side view and group photos together with other reception colleagues. another photo fame whould be just a wide smile alone in the picture. and the last frame was mi and one of my colleague.it was actually one of the pictures taken during the photo-taking competition that time.
Today's lunch and dinner in our canteen was TERRIFIC! dim sum, chee cheong fan, 'har-gao' -its called prawn dumpling or something-, buffet, steamboat blah blah blah. yummy!!!! normally the canteen's food was only rice and few dishes for chinese and malay stall. ate alot for lunch. haha! FAT-SO!!!!
slept at darling's house last nite. darling was so sweet.. both of us were about to fall asleep and i told him this 'i suddenly feel like drinking Ribena'. LOL! ok im lame.. but i've got that urge. i pester darling and he really went all the way down and walk all the way to 7-eleven to buy mi just that packet of pathetic Ribena. haha.. can u imagine at tat time it was already 2 to 3 midnight?? =P
alright.. going to bathe now.. meeting darling later.. im OFF tomorrow!! yeahh!!! FINALLY! =)
N a t a l i e . 19 . 10:15 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
16 HOURS OF WORK
first of all.. bad day today... started work since 7am.. my shift was suppose to end at 7pm.. which is actually 12 hours shift.. ended up i had to finish my work at 11pm.. altogether 16hours.. im gonna be a superwomen very soon.. 8 hours more to 24hours! bad bad day i had.. my whole paper work was not tele at all.. because of night shift colleagues. i dont blame my colleague because she did actually came to apologise to me and did all her corrections in her paperwork in order for me to tele my paperwork.. =) i just hope this thing will not happen on mi again.. worst thing is i've gotta work at 7am later.. and waking up at 5.30am.. i really had enough of all this cashiering..
On monday i changed wrong exchange currency.. that currency was actually not acceptable but i still change for the guest because at that period of time all of us were so busy.. altogether 2 transactions that i've did wrongly.. each currency transaction cost mi $300. total $600 i've to pay. The first guest who actually checked out on monday itself agreed to refund the exchange. so case 1 closed. now what im worried is the 2nd transaction. this guest actually checked out and flew back to USA earlier on. so im unable to talk to him regarding of the exchange. my manager had sent an email over to him and told him about it.. still waiting for his reply.. hopefully he'll agree to refund it back to me.. if not i've to pay $300 to the hotel.. ='( and on that night itself while i was closing my cashier.. i short of $5.70 in my cash float. which i've already pay up. although $5.70 was just a small amount. but can u imaging if u keep having shortage bit by bit everyday? its not easy to handle.. *yawns* hopefully tmr's cash would be fine.. now i just pray that the case of exchanging currency would be a positve one. PLS!!! =\
N a t a l i e . 19 . 11:50 PM
Monday, September 17, 2007
NOTHING BUT WORK
sorry for not updating.. as usual.. busy with work, what else? haiz... been worrying about my re-taking exams. wonder if im still able to take or not? they told me in the middle of september they'll be having one of my failed module. but uptill now i don't have the time to go down shatec and pay my exam fees blah blah blah. and now im here to PANIC all these shits.
haven't been going home for about one week. was at darling's house everyday after work. woke up in the afternoon and off to work from darling's house. everyday was the same routine. nothing special. and now im back home for the past 2 days.
Last week our Mandarin Oriental had this event going on called "photo taking competition". i was asked to take pictures. just took some pictures for competition. is either publish in magazine or win CASH prizes. anyway its none of my business. i will not get the money only those photographers. so sad! 1st prize get to win 5 thousand cash ok. OH MY GOD! hmmmm....
darling told mi he had a bad dream. his dream was really holy shit! haha.. he said he'd dreamt that my previous boyfriend mark came to look for me while i was working in serangoon pub. and it became me and darling broke up because of him. blah blah blah.. forgot whats the ending part. haha.. rubbish. thinked too much uh? i've already let go of everything and willing to let my heart go on with darling. =)
Working at 3pm later.. but have to reach early as im having LQE training at 1pm. PUKE! waste my time.. grrrr... -.-" LQE means every part of our process in the hotel that we must memorise. 11 Golden Pillars.
1 . All colleagues will engage guests with eye contact and a warmth and sincere smile.
2 . Colleagues will proactively offer assistance to guests in our pubilc areas.
3 . Guests will be recognized personally through the use of their name, naturally and appropriately.
blahh blahh blahh.. untill the 11th pillar. -.-"
these few weeks they'll be some auditor and mystery shopper coming to our hotel to test our services. and now they're stressing us like hell. =\
enough for today.. im going to sleep now.. good nite everyone!
N a t a l i e . 19 . 2:50 AM
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
TIREDNESS


Some pics taken in crescendo ytd. so far i've nt tested my hp's cam. trying to figure out. e very first pic i got was shuling playing wit my phone taking guokai's picture in crescendo holding a bolster to his dick sticking out. LOL! e rest of e pics was actually transfered frm my another phone. thanks shuling. i didnt notice until i played with my phone. haha! i was so shocked. i tot it was mi who took this pic when i was drunk. but zhiyong told mi it was actually shuling. you gave me a shock! phew~~

Darling and his brother zhiyong
met darling in e late evening ytd.. went junction 8 to wait for him.. he was suppose to pick mi up.. but i waited for too long and cant wait to get out of my house bcoz im READY. AND he's alwys so girly.. need to prepare like how we girls prepare our things. make up and so on... he's alwys been like this sincel ast time.. -.-" went junction 8 for dinner. wanted to catch a movie but it was too packed with people. so we decided not to watch. went to crescendo after that.. sat till 1.45am.
AND Guess what? im wrking at 7am for e next few hours which is tis morning. so freaking shag.. finished work at 3.30pm on e dot and i left quickly.. met my japanese colleague YULI in e locker room and we decided to go for some shopping in marina sq. i bought one top from ZARA thats all.. -.-" didnt managed to walk all as we're both tired! yeah we're lousy.. wrking morning ltr.. im going to sleepppppp!!!
oh yeah btw.. i've got my new hp few days ago before my birthday. it was my birthday gift frm my step father.. i've made up my mind and bought K810i instead of PRADA.
N a t a l i e . 19 . 11:30 PM
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
31 August 2007

Birthday Cake 1 at Mndai Orchid Garden
I like it very much.. Nice design thou e chocolate cream below was smashed by someone unknown.

Celebrated my birthday on e 31st of aug.. had to wrk on tat day thou.. but still alright.. finished wrk at 6plus in e evening as the reception dept got to attend company dinner on that day. All of us took the hotel transport to the Mandai Orchid Garden. didnt know there's fine dining over there.. very nice and romantic place.. was supposed to leave there by 10.15pm coz darling and shuling they all were waiting for mi at crescendo for quite sometime. IM SORRY!! but there are some delays as my oriental colleagues celebrated my birthday quietly! i was so shocked. i didnt know anything!

It was like this...
10.15pm - i went to the washroom as im about to leave at 10.30pm. had some delays coz im doing business inside the washroom. haha!

My best Oriental club Manager Liza and me taken in Mandai
10.30pm - out of the washroom and was walking very slowly back to the fine dining. didnt notice anything as all of them were sitting down quietly but all of them are staring at mi while im about to walk in.. i slide the e door open and they started to clap and sing birthday song.. they even placed my birthday cake ready on my table. this year's birthday was really a nice one as e one whole team were there to celebrate for me. was about to tear but i controlled. all tis was arranged by my favourite manager Liza that i always mentioned. she's always e best manager in my life. get to hear my birthday song in all kinds of languages like english, chinese, malay, tamil, korean, japanese, phillipine. it was so funny.. and i reali enjoyed myself. =)

2nd Birthday Cake. Bought frm e boss in Crescendo, Uncle Yap.


Left picture: Geraldine, Me, Jaclyn and Michelle. Sufang came after cutting cake. didnt managed to take with her. =(
Right picture: My ladies. Xiaozhen, Me, Shuling and Xingyu. Im sorry ladies for all e troubles.

Caidi and Me


Lastly, darling and me
11pm - delayed for half an hour, took a cab and rushed down to plaza. as all of them are waiting for mi at crescendo since 8plus i guess. was farking drunk after cutting my 2nd cake at 12am. was my first time to get drunk till i cant even managed to walk. and had to lay on darling's lap for e whole 1 hour i guess. shuling accompanied mi to e washroom and vomit everything. THANK YOU!! its her 2nd time already.. haha! last year's bday shuling was e one who accompanied mi to e washroom also. at e end of the day i finally managed to walk out of crescendo.. xiaozhen and shuling had been waiting e whole day until i finally wanted to go home.. as well as michelle, sufang and jaclyn.. really thanks for that night..THANK YOU ALL!! darling sent mi home and accompanied mi e whole day as im reali dead drunk!
01 September 2007
actual day of my birthday! darling and i woke up vry late as im having those hangover feeling. was suppose to go vivo city. i've been craving for e sakae sushi there for quite sometime. but didnt manged to go coz it was already quite late. so we headed to marina south for dinner together with darling's bro and guokai. caidi, guowei and the others came down after tat. was at there til quite late at about 11plus to 12 midnight. den headed to plaza sing coz all of them wanted to watch movie. but mi n darling dun intend to watch just accompanied them awhile and we went home early as i've gt to wrk e nxt day.
got my menses tdy! my stomach had been aching the whole day. stayed at home e whole day doing nothing but just slp..and now im hungry!!!! grrrrRrr
N a t a l i e . 19 . 3:40 AM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
HONEYMOON FOR MY 1ST DAY OF WORK

My colleagues, Aishah on the left and Carol.
back to wrk on mon in oriental... between 9am to 5pm i've been doing nothing.. juz helping my manager to read out all e countries on e list and then she'll key in the computer. slacking around.. acc my manager for a smoke.. haha.. on e dot of 5pm i quickly pack my things and go.. if not i'll never have e chance to go off on e dot already.

My desk with all of my paperwork.
and well, ytd was my 2nd day.. it started to get bz like HELL! ytd was 100 percent occupancy.. e whole hotel was full of noise like a fish market.. i was suppose to start wrk at 3pm and finish at 11pm. but end up i've to stay back and do my paper work until 1.15am! -.-" lucky im off today.. if not i tink i'll DIE.. after wrk went down to cresendo and look for darling alittle while and than went home..
N a t a l i e . 19 . 8:15 PM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
GET READY FOR LONG BLOG ENTRY PEOPLE

alright.. its time to update my blog.. here i gooo.. met up with the ladies ytd evening. shuling, xingyi and xiaozhen to chomp chomp for dinner. had a wonderful SINFUL DINNER with them! ordered 1 large stingray and it was not enough. so we ordered another 1 small stingray, 5 chicken wings, sotong and kakong. whooohoooo! im feeling so damn full and i really feel like puking already! took a cab and all of us headed to xingyi's house after that..was chatting and had my online booking for the movie SECRET while waiting for xingyi to prepare her things.

The differences of my little english tea between shuling's cigarette and cappuccino grande. Now can u see how pathetic my cup of tea that cost mi $3.00?than headed to bliss cafe at punggol park. had my pathetic ENGLISH TEA that cost me $3.00. just a TEA BAG in that little lipton cup with hot water in it. i thought it was prepared using TEA LEAVES with a tea pot at the side! i was so shocked YOU KNOW! my god! this was my first time drinking this kind of pathetic tea. i was complaining away because i was soo MAD and even took pictures! haha! xingyi's hubby came to pick us up and they dropped me at cresendo to find darling as the rest of them are going back to their home sweet home. i got nagged from darling for being late.. haha! we girls were chatting and laughing away until i forgotten that i told darling i'll be leaving at 10.45pm. but ended up we left at about 11pm. by e time i reached cresendo its already 11.15pm. 
SECRET
darling drove michael's car back to his house and we headed down to cineleisure for our movie 'SECRET' at 11.50pm. we were LATE by 15mins and the movie had already started. we missed abit of the story but nevermind. we managed to catch up what the movie was all about. seriously speaking! the movie was not tat bad.. if u're jay chou, piano or music lovers u would love to watch this. but for non-lover i think u better not watch it. for mi im a lover of jay chou and piano. i learned playing the piano when i was in primary sch. but quitted when im still doing my grade 5 because of PSLE. its a waste. really! kind of regret. =) some laughing parts in the movie. not really boring. as i heard from shuling. people were saying its a boring movie. maybe because most of the time u can only see them playing the piano. quite complicated in e middle but u'll noe whats the story after that. The most saddening part was the ENDING! i was quite disappointed with the ending. but nevermind. headed back home after that!As for now.. i'll be updating the days in Penang and JING MA LUN (Cameron Highlands)Penang Day 1 (Friday 10th Aug)i was pretty tired on e 1st day of my trip.. my aunt and uncle said that they'll be reaching my house at 6am. so i waited e whole night and try not to sleep because i came back quite late on that day. i called them at 6am and they're still sleeping. -.-" EXCELLENT! in the end they reached my house at 7.30am!!! so i have to endure another 1 and a half hour. it takes 8 hours from singapore to drive to penang. i was really SHAG on that day. slept immediately after reaching my grandmother's house till the next morning.Penang Day 2 (Saturday 11th Aug)

my baby girl cousin Xin Yuan.


Penang Road Famous Teochew Chendol


Top Right: I know darling's eyes are wierd. but i don't have any better pic to post. i've accidentally marked all and delete. The better pictures deleted but left the ugliest pic for me. ok im careless i know! *sigh*

Left Cameron Highlands at about 2.50pm on my last day back to Singapore. Reached home at 11pm. Took a bath and than Headed down to cresendo to find darling. i've been away for 6days and i missed him. he's been by my side for the past 3 nights (Tues, Wed, Thurs) before i left Sg on fri morning. we never fail to talk and sms each other on e phone when im away. =) this month's bill would be a shock i tinked. we talked for long hours. and sms-ed for more than a hundred. -.-" so far i've got no comments for darling although we've been together for just few weeks. so far so good. he's been very nice to me.. dote and care alot for me. maybe its just the start of our r/s but i believed he's a nice guy after knowing him as a fren for about 2years..We've always been very closed as a fren after working together at serangoon pub. til now.. he's still a nice guy to me. but now its a different story as we're an item already. well, hopefully nothing really goes wrong. =)
N a t a l i e . 19 . 7:55 PM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
PENANG IM COMING !
been having late nights these days. cant get to sleep no matter how hard i try. sianz! thinking whether should i go and see a doctor and get sleeping pills.. im so sick of it.. i've been having this problem for more than a week.. im trying hard to change my timing but mission failed. its so difficult. i'll die if im back to work.. *SIGH*
flying off to penang on this coming friday to celebrate my grandmother's birthday and to visit my relatives as well. after penang we'll be heading to JING MA LUN. its also part of malaysia. cold weather place located high up on the hill. nothing much there. its just something like farmhouse where they plant their vegetables, strawberries etc etc. im not so sure about there also. this is what my mum told mi..after holiday i'll be back to work.. -.-" SAD!
not going anywhere today.. infact its been days after the Pulau Ubin trip. i've not been going out. im too tired plus freaking broke. no work no income. sian! plus my mum and stepfather left mi alone and flew off to thailand ytd afternoon. not really left mi here actually, is i requested not to go thats why. haha! so i'll be sitting my aunt's car to penang on fri. its a long long journey! =\
N a t a l i e . 19 . 11:40 PM
Monday, August 06, 2007
PULAU UBIN
Went to Pulau Ubin ytd together wit ah wee, zhongli, his gf tingting and zhiwei. meet up at plaza bout 11am. had our lunch and left hougang at about 12.15. we did nothing much in pulau ubin but just cycling around, beaches, gardens with all sorts of leaves, flowers, seeds, fruits. was trying to find my favourite sunflower and lavendar. but cant! its a damn tiring thing to do if u cycle the whole damn Pulau Ubin. although zhiwei and i shared a bicycle, i didnt know that e one sitting behind needs alot of strength to cycle also. haha.. tingting and i thought that we could relax abit and let the front person ride..but we're wrong. we need lots of STRENGTH also. just like 2 hands to clap? especially cycling up the slope. F***! its reali shit i tell u.. we couldn't cycle up e slope and have to get down and push the bicycle up. haha! The slope there is terrible. not just abit but HIGH up.. phew! exhausted!
Next thing.. my asthma and low blood pressure occurred while we cycled half way. i started to hear nothing, breathless, face became pale and eyes started to see nothing. i asked zhiwei to stop cycling because i know im about to faint already.. all of them turned back and saw my face turning pale and stopped immediately. my eyes was about to close but i controlled. i get down from the bicycle and sit on the road side. one passer-by stopped by and came to give a hand. the lady gave mi some medicated oil and rub on my nose and around my forehead (beside my eyebrows). felt better after putting some medicated oil. went to the nearby shelter and rest for about 20mins and we began our journey. left at about 5plus and than home sweet home.
N a t a l i e . 19 . 4:30 PM
Friday, August 03, 2007
2nd SINSEH APPOINTMENT
went to the sinseh tis evening again together with zhiwei.. freaking painful!!! i went there without any bandage.. and there they go wrapped my whole feet again. =\ i had difficulties walking.. but this time they wrapped 2 rounds of bandage only.. so still alright..
aftr sinseh.. we headed down to hougang mall. met up wit ah wee and weixiong for dinner. qiuming brother came to meet us a little while and chat.. its been more than 9 months and i've not seen him. he's getting older!! LOL. never take care! aiyoo.. after that he left and we headed down to fisherman village together with zhongli and his girlfriend. was kinda boring at first till guokai, guowei and caidi came down. ah wee was kind of drunk and he started to ask me funny questions.. -.-" was at there till 2.30am and we went home.. as usual i didnt drink any beer but only fruit punch.. diao~! sian... im only able to start drinking in the middle of august. soon! soon! =)
N a t a l i e . 19 . 3:15 AM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
SINSEH

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This is how the bruises came when i slipped and fell. My bruises in Picture 2 is freaking big like shit. its reali disgusting and ugly. puke! it looks like birth mark ehs? haha.. Picture 3 taken yesterday after going to Sinseh.
went to sinseh yesterday.. near punggol nasi lemak after the pet shop.. there is so many people queing up! from my experience, e sinseh there is not bad and quite popular. my feet seriously HURT when the shi fu massage on it.. it makes mi feel like SCREAMING.. but i controlled and kept quiet. LOL. there is a few patients and shi fu inside there..if i were to do that i tink im gonna embarass myself! haha.. will be going back to the sinseh again tomorrow. as they need to see if my leg gets better.. after sinseh headed to cresendo with zhiwei.. was at there til quite late coz pussy's last night. they were drinking non stop..suppose to be bachelor's night i guess but baby and i were sitting there.. haha.. after cresendo we than headed to geylang for frog porridge. SUCKS MAN! its FREAKING HOT! michael requested ALOT ALOT ALOT OF CHILLI. excellent! =) i ate 3 to 4 mouth of porridge and i stopped as im having gastric problem. doctor had warned me not to eat any spicy food for one month.. everyone's lips burned like shit.. ordered extra cans of drink.. lol
went to pussy's wedding just now. i was supposed to put on e new bandage but i took it off and just attend the dinner. coz if i were to put on the bandage i dun think i'll be able to wear heels or rather walk properly but have to limp around.. tingrong came to pick mi up together with ah xing and zhiwei than headed to concourse for the dinner. The wedding dinner was rather quiet as he did not invite all of his relatives but only selected ones only. after wedding i headed home. i was so tired after these few days of torture and pretty lack of sleep.. Fwhoooo!
N a t a l i e . 19 . 11:45 PM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
MAHJONG SESSION
Just came back from mahjong wit xiaozhen shuling. went to godwin's house and play. damn shag.. been playing mahjong until 6 in e morning for 2 days.. Ooooo.. ytd we played at 12midnight. just now would be abit earlier, at bout 11pm. but today's round is fast! =P
Next, would be bad news. i sprained my leg while i was rushing to do e sandwiches for them. my maid actually mop e floor and i forgot about that. E damn floor is so slippery and i slipped and fall. i knocked onto my head, both kness and sprained my feet. OUCH! haiz.. its my first time to happened this kind of things on me. Most probably going to sinseh later. sianz! i've got so many program next week. farewell dinner in Oriental, going Vivo City to see watches and SHATEC to settle my retaking of exam paper. ARGH! now i don't know how liao.. sian.. later stil got chalet to go. if my leg still so painful, most probably i wuon't be going already.
Now i've to bathe and off to bed.. hopefully i'll get well soon....... =)
N a t a l i e . 19 . 7:05 AM
Friday, July 27, 2007
SOMETHING IS BOTHERING ME !
i reali cant get to sleep now.. bcoz im stressed over something? bcoz im worried over something? bcoz im too happy over something? bcoz i had enough sleep tis afternoon? isit ALL E ABOVE? haiz.. my mind is swirling around.. am i too paranoid or something else? im trying to relax my mind to get to bed.. but i cant. i seriously don't know what's in my mind. Relationship problems? My girlfriend's love problems? The people around me or what? well, everyone do have mistakes i guess. just like me.. i don't even know my mistakes until shuling told me about it. but i told myself, better change or else things wouldn't be better. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS! i always remind myself again and again. And it helps! im always very careful of what i've said. after each and every sentence of my conversation i wil think back whether if i've said something rude and put myself in other people's shoes. DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU WANT DONE UNTO YOU!
Well, just heard about one of my girlfriend's love problems. Her boyfriend actually dumped her and had flings outside. she even got beaten up by him just bcoz she went home late that night. they were together for 4 YEARS can u imagine? HAIZ! what the F*** does guys want seriously? You had flings outside and get agitated bcoz your girlfriend went home late. Awhile later you mentioned a break up, awhile later you said you love her so much, awhile later you slept with girls outside, awhile later you threatened her and beat her up again. I simply just looked down on guys who beat their own girlfriends. I HATE THAT FEELING! its really very PAINFUL! if you don't love her than mind you just F*** off and stop being a PEST rite?! haiz.. its really so obvious that he is making use of her. MONEY and SEX is all he need. i told my girlfriend so many times to avoid if possible but she doesn't want to. i cant just throw her alone? she's driving me crazy! i've been cracking my head to think of a solution for the whole day. whatever things i told her she just don't want to listen. F*** SHIT! ARGH! pissed me off.. im trying to save her and yet she's trying to be STUBBORN! how like that?! haiz!!
N a t a l i e . 19 . 4:30 AM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
LATE NIGHTS
been slping at about 9plus in e morn since e 1st day of ah wee grandfather's wake. was at e wake since fri night.. they drove mi hm in e morn n i manage to wake up in e late evening or even night time since e vry 1st day of e wake. been hvin MacDonald breakfast everyday. Sausage McMuffin W Egg. Oooo la la! =) i duno y i manage to wake up before 6pm tdy. last few days i will only wake up aftr 6pm.
juz came back frm e wake nt long ago.. was abit tired.. wanted to stay there til e nxt morn to send his grandfather. but i cant take it already.. ah leow drove mi hm n now im going to slp vry soon already. time pass soooo slow tdy.. grrr! gotta wake up at 8plus ltr to go for e wake again.. den in e night i've to go for Oriental Club's dinner gathering n den to BQ to celebrate my brother's bday.. Ooooooh! gonna b vry vry shag ltr.. -.-"
something happened juz nw... OH F*** IT MAN! GRRrrrrr... im so stupid! stupid stupid stupid! haha.. nw i noe.. to DARE someone its ez.. but its whether u can take it anot! WAHAHAHAHA.. i nearly got suffocated just now..haha.. i feel so embarassed~! ohhhhhhh HOLY SHIT~! =)
N a t a l i e . 19 . 3:50 AM